Aug 26, 2024

Finding Beauty in the Dark || guest post



Hello, dear reader!

I'm here with a beautiful guest post by a fellow author, blogger, and disciple of Jesus, Savannah Jane McCrary! (yay!)

Savannah is a lover of history especially as it points to the truth of the Gospel, and this post was a huge blessing to me. Get ready for some powerful stories of heroes of the faith and a personal challenge to stare darkness in the eyes and find Jesus' beauty in it.

Welcome, Savannah!









In the beginning, God created…


And it was good. It was beautiful.

As God looked over the stars and sun and moon and trees and flowers and animals and seas He had made, again and again, “He saw that it was good.”

Then sin came, and everything changed. There were thorns and pain and sickness and death.

Yes, the world is broken and dying. But still there is beauty amid the decay.


He has made everything beautiful in its time. 


Creation groans, waiting for the day when Jesus returns and makes all things new. Yet still there are glimpses of beauty. Jesus is still King of Creation. And there is still so much beauty to be found when we look for it.

God paints the sky every morning. And every evening, He does it again. And there are the clouds–puffy white ones, gray, wispy ones…

God could have created plants only to be useful–to be used for food and medicine and building and production. But instead, He made plants that are not just useful, but beautiful. And such variety! He made towering pine and oak trees, plants with leaves of all shapes and sizes, flowers in every color imaginable.

God is still delighting in the beauty He has made. If He delights in it, shouldn’t we delight in it, too?

For the past few years, I’ve been researching the World War II Dutch Resistance for a historical fiction book I am writing, and I have been struck by how these brave men and women found and appreciated beauty in even the darkest of places.

Hans Poley was a university student when the Germans conquered the Netherlands. They demanded all students sign an oath of allegiance to Adolf Hitler and the Nazi party or be deported to forced labor in Germany. Hans refused, went into hiding, and joined the Resistance. Eventually, he was caught and imprisoned in a concentration camp. Yet, he tells this story of his time in the camp:


“In sharp contrast to the scenes of misery, I remember one clear spring morning as we stood motionless for roll call. We heard no sound except for the movement of the SS guards, counting under their breath. Then, suddenly, a caroling lark took off from the surrounding woods into the sky, and its unrestrained cheer swept over the two thousand prisoners in the square. No one dared to look for it, let alone follow it on its freedom ride. But we all heard it and took it as a symbol of liberation and light.”


Johanna Ader-Appels didn’t end up imprisoned in a concentration camp herself, but she and her husband risked their lives to shelter Jews in their home. At any moment, there was the risk the Germans would come and search the house and find the Jews, and they would all be hauled off to prison and death. Yet in the midst of all that, she wrote,


“It was so wonderful to enjoy the spring, the sun, the birds, and the flowers, which knew nothing of war and were just as exuberant as each new spring arrived… one must take the time to enjoy such loveliness, even amidst a busy life… ja, especially then, otherwise there is the risk of our feeling jaded and dull. And those who receive nothing from such gifts will soon have nothing more to give.”


Diet Eman was a young woman living in the Netherlands during World War II. When the Germans took over, and began persecuting the Jews, she and her fiance, Hein, risked their lives to rescue Jews. Like Hans Poley, Diet was also eventually caught and imprisoned in a concentration camp. She tells this story:


“Outside the four corners of the building stood four soldiers with rifles. The windows were all open, and outside the windows the clouds looked so beautiful that I would stand there for a moment just to admire them. They were just clouds, but they were God’s consolation to me, so beautiful in the sky. Below the clouds, the countryside was full of flowers, lots of purple shooting up to the sun. I would stand there at times and remember how beautiful God created this world, and then I would be reassured that he would certainly take care of me and all my loved ones.”




 




The beauty of creation is God’s gift to us. It reminds us He cares for us. If He created and provides for the birds and the flowers, He’ll care for us, too. In the words of Jesus,


Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? 
So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 
Matthew 6:26-30


Because, after all, we are the crown of His creation. After He created everything else and called it “good,” then He created man and woman. And He called them “very good,” (Genesis 1:31).

He delights in His beautiful creation, but He delights even more in His children living out their faith in Him, trusting in the care of their Heavenly Father.


“The colored sunsets and starry heavens, the beautiful mountains and the shining seas, the fragrant woods and painted flowers, are not half so beautiful as a soul that is serving Jesus out of love, in the wear and tear of common, unpoetic life.”
Streams in the Desert


We don’t worship the creation. We don’t value trees above children or plants above people. But we do thank God for the good gifts He gives us. We admire, enjoy, and delight in the glories of creation because in them we see God’s glory.

“We see the glory of God when we delight in, reflect upon, and enjoy the world He has created.” 
Thomas Shreiner


Look up in the sky at night and gaze at the stars. I once read that scientists estimate there are 100 billion stars in every galaxy. And how many galaxies are there? We don’t know. Some scientists estimate two trillion. It’s possibly far more.

And yet,


He counts the number of the stars;
He calls them all by name.
 
Psalm 147:4


But what’s even more amazing is that the God who counts the stars also knows the number of hairs on your head.


The very hairs of your head are all numbered…
Luke 12:7


That’s how intimately He knows and cares for you.

If those members of the Dutch Resistance could find beauty even in wartime and in concentration camps, surely we can find beauty in our daily lives, too.

So, go, admire the beauty of sunrises and sunsets, fields and flowers, clouds, oceans, the song of a bird, the stars in the sky, a tiny butterfly, a massive, rugged mountain peak…and let it stir your heart to worship.


Give unto the LORD the glory due to His name;
Worship the LORD in the beauty of holiness. 
Psalm 29:2





 

 


~♥~


about the author





Savannah Jane McCrary is an author, illustrator, history lover, and most importantly a follower of Jesus passionate about creating beauty and spreading hope through her words and art. Though she’s experimented with a variety of genres, her favorite thing to write is accurate historical fiction filled with suspense, beauty, and most of all, the hope of the kingdom of heaven.

The third born in an amazing family of seven children, she was homeschooled all the way through and lives with her family in beautiful western Montana. Savannah loves spending time with her family and their Bernese Mountain Dogs, working on the family homestead, getting together with old friends and meeting new ones, going on adventures, worshiping, enjoying God’s creation, reading good books, and cups of tea. In addition to her authorly pursuits and drawing and painting, Savannah’s many other interests include cooking and baking, midwifery, graphic design, sewing, and making pottery.


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Footnotes:


All Scripture taken from the New King James Version® Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson. Used by permission. All rights reserved.

Hans Poley’s story taken from Return to the Hiding Place Copyright © 1993 by Hans Poley, LifeJourney Books™, page 172

Johanna Ader-Appels’ story taken from House of Defiance Copyright 1947 © by J. Ader-Appels, English Translation Copyright © Andrew Healey, page 232

Diet Eman’s story taken from Things We Couldn’t Say by Diet Eman with James Schapp, Copyright © 1994 by Wm. B. Eerdman’s Publishing Co., page 230

Thomas Shreiner quote taken from The King in His Beauty: A Biblical Theology of the Old and New Testaments (Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Academic, 2013), page 4 as quoted in Crown Him King: A Study on the Kingdom of God for Well-Watered Women written by Gretchen Saffles with Maggie Combs and Lauren Weir, Copyright © 2022, Life Lived Beautifully, LLC.


Aug 7, 2024

The Truth of God's Wrath Changed my Life



I'm a writer in love with Jesus; He suffered the penalty for my sins, adopted me to be a child of God, and offers a future with Him that's so beautiful that I live dreaming of it! But somehow, as a child, the depth of my relationship with Him began with this:

I saw a glimpse of the wrath of God. It terrified me.

... Today, that turned into my greatest dream.








My biggest fear as a child was the return of Jesus.

I read accounts like Pilgrim's Progress of people left behind and facing the wrath of God; there were even times I'd be alone in the house for a moment, wondering where my siblings or parents had gone, and I'd flittingly wonder if I'd missed the rapture. ;)

The thought of the end times terrified me. I pictured red skies, lightning flashes, and a Judge-God saying I hadn't done enough to be saved.

That's when I cried out to Jesus that I wanted to love Him, know Him, and follow Him because of intimacy.

Everything changed.

It wasn't in a moment, a week, a month. There were years of seeking and praying. Jeremiah 29:11-13 became my life verse. Then I found a God of deep, intimate love who created me, hand-picked the gifts He had for me, heard and answered my prayers, spoke to me through the Holy Spirit, and forgave me.

Jesus revealed Himself to me. That beauty transformed my life!

I came to understand John 3:16,


For God so loved... that He gave.


Jesus became my Best Friend and the Love of my soul!

He made 1 John come alive,


Love has been perfected among us in this: that we may have boldness in the day of judgment; because as He is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment.

1 John 4:17-18


There is a Day of judgment coming, and God's wrath is serious.

I read verses like this one, and it used to terrify me. Now it doesn't.


That day will be a day of wrath—a day of distress and anguish, a day of trouble and ruin, a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and blackness—

Zephaniah 1:15 


In Isaiah, he describes the Day of the Lord (the day Jesus returns to rule as King):


Wail, for the day of the LORD is at hand!
It will come as destruction from the Almighty.
Therefore all hands will be limp,
Every man's heart will melt,
And they will be afraid.
Pangs and sorrows will take hold of them;
They will be in pain as a woman in childbirth...

Behold, the day of the LORD comes,
Cruel, with both wrath and fierce anger,
To lay the land desolate;
And He will destroy its sinners from it...

"I will punish the world for its evil...

"I will shake the heavens,
And the earth will move out of her place."

Isaiah 13:6-8, 11, 13


The wrath of God is serious.

And I deserve it.

I deserve His punishment. Before I surrendered to Him, I willingly chose to disobey the King of the Universe, so even the good things I'd done were like filthy rags before Him!


But Jesus.


^^^ That truth changed my life.


I fell at the feet of Jesus, and He willingly exchanged His righteousness for my sin.

That's why I'm not terrified of the Day of judgement. I don't have to face the wrath of God because Jesus declares that I belong to Him! I now have a beautiful fear or respect for Him—even more than before—but it's like how a child respects her daddy who does have power to punish... but would do so only out of love. And he also could beat up bad guys to keep her safe. ;)

The fear of God and the love of God are beautiful when tied together!


Why would I be afraid of my King returning when He is the Love of my soul?







God must destroy evil. Yet He yearns for every soul to come into relationship with Him, surrendered and loyal (1 Timothy 2:4)!

And for the heart in love,


We also eagerly wait for the Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ.

Philippians 3:20


The Day of the Lord is beautiful for His children! It's a day of rest from sorrow, fear, and bondage (Isa 14:3). It's a day when death and tears are eradicated (Isa 25:8). Of the humble and poor being filled with joy (Isa 29:19) Of healing (Isa 29:18, 30:26). Of the earth's restoration (Isa 35).

That spurs me on to faithfulness and loyalty! Our works will be judged and rewarded, so I get to live today awaiting that Kingdom and my King Jesus!

This is what the followers of God were thrilled about, from the Old Testament, New, and today!

The immense power of God leading to godly fear and love changed my life, and it's what I'm passionate about. Hence, you'll see it peeping into my poetry, novels, and blog posts here. ;) I can't help it. ;)

And I encourage you:

If Jesus' return, death, or judgement terrifies, you, don't stop there.

You're invited to be a child of God. So dig into Him, cry out to Him, seek Him, surrender your life to be a sold-out lover!

Pray for an understanding of both the fear and love of the Lord because finding Jesus changes everything. Literally.

This is a favorite quote from The Torch Keepers that reminds me of God's deep love as Father talks with his long-awaited, wayward daughter,


"We can't leave without you."

I raised my stiff jaw toward Father's face. "You already did. You left me that day in the desert. You turned around and left without saying goodbye." My voice rose to a shrill cry. "Why is this any different?"

Tears lingered in his eyes. "My child," he said, "that was the hardest thing I ever did."

 

The Torch Keepers



You're invited to have a relationship with a powerful God who pursues you and loves you more than we can comprehend, and He'll come as Judge and King and Bridegroom on a future Day!

May we be Kingdom-visioned warriors. ♥







For God did not appoint us to wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ, Who died for us, that whether we wake or sleep, we should live together with Him.


 


~♥~