Back in October, God gave me a story. But the story's beginning goes even further back.
I remember seeing a picture online several years ago. It was a portrait of a beautiful, European girl who looked like someone you'd see in prom photos. Long, golden hair, beaming smile.
But the article underneath shocked me. The girl left her home and traveled to a middle eastern country. She became a terrorist.
I stared at the picture and wondered how someone could do that. How they could have so much pain inside that would make them join a group of people who murdered for fun. Who thought death was just a way of life.
It's horrible. But I look back now and realize that the picture of the girl was the beginning of a story God was only beginning to write inside me.
Last October, I had a college assignment to write a short story. Without realizing it, I wrote the story of that girl's life—someone who made the decision to join an Islamic terrorist group. It sounds horribly graphic, but, somehow, I found God through writing about that evil. Because despite the tragic pain in the story and in the world, He is strong. And He is King.
I received feedback from the other students. Two girls scribbled on the back of the story, "I think this should be part of a longer work."
I rolled my eyes when I read it; I was already so busy working on my other novel, Emblem of Hope. I wonder if God laughed at my silly thoughts.
Because this summer, He lead me through writing a novel based off of that little story. It was written and edited in two months—something I literally can't do in my own strength at. all. And He gave me the opportunity to enter it into this novel contest.
Almost a year after writing that first short story, I'm here shaking my head. The Torch Keepers is a fantasy novel (a genre I never wanted to write). And, by His grace, it won the novel contest (see the list of winners here!).
Although revision will certainly come in the future, I'm so thrilled to discover where He takes The Torch Keepers! My hope is to have it published by the beginning of next summer, but I'm taking it a day at a time. Next up: writing the sequel.
But before I begin that, here are some sneak peeks into The Torch Keepers... a synopsis, some pictures that inspired the book, and Biblical verses that transformed it into the story it is today.
I can't wait for you to read the story! But, until then, here's something to pique your interest. And as I begin writing book #2, I'd savor your prayers for God's wisdom and grace in the writing process.
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The Torch Keepers
synopsis
A fiery revolution sweeps across the kingdom of Érkeos, and each person must choose a side. Kadira—a girl set apart to serve the King—loses those most dear to her. When she meets Rekém, the Liberation warrior sent to kill her, she questions the King's ways. As hearts and lives hang in the balance, Kadira and Rekém's decisions could bring destruction or liberation to the entire kingdom.
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The wilderness and the wasteland shall be glad for them,And the desert shall rejoice and blossom as the rose.
Though your sins are like scarlet,They shall be as white as snow;Though they are red like crimson,They shall be as wool.
- Isaiah 1:18
So—there it is! There is so much I could tell you about this novel, so many God moments of inspiration and passages that He used to tell this story. But I can't give away the whole adventure, so you'll just have to wait.
In the meantime, let's chat! What part of the writing process is most daunting to you? Have you ever given a story completely to God, letting Him write it through your fingers? What questions do you have about The Torch Keepers, and what upcoming writing posts would you like to see about it?
As I'm preparing to outline book #2, I'm looking back and remembering how He is always faithful. There are many unknowns in life, but that's okay. He writes my story.
And Jesus wrote the story of that girl who became a terrorist. I wonder if He cried at the pain she brought herself like I cry when I have to do it to my characters. I don't know where the girl is, what she's done, if she's even alive anymore, but The Torch Keepers is the story I wish she could read. I wish I could stand next to her and tell her that there's still grace. That she can be forgiven.
But I can't. So today I'm telling you, dear friend, there's grace. And remember, Jesus is writing your story too.
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
- John 14:27
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I’m excited for The Torch Keepers!! I’m also looking forward to hearing more about it.
ReplyDeleteWhat you shared about that girl is so tragic... yet those things are happening in our world all the time. I did a school assignment on 9/11 last week and it’s so heartbreaking about how many lives have been lost not only then but throughout the years since then.
On a different note then the most daunting part of writing a book is editing. That’s a process I’m coming to now after taking a break to write something different and it’s ... well, daunting.
Anyways, thanks for sharing this, Hosanna!
Ah, yes Sarah, there's a lot of sadness in our world because of sin. But it reminds me of the beauty we have too - that Christ is strong despite every pain. 9/11 was a terrible day, but He is still good. What hope we have!
DeleteAh yes - editing. *shivers* Another reason in life why we need God's grace! I'm thankful that He is King of the big and little problems we face. Girl, God has given you everything you need for life and Godliness - including editing! Go for it, dear friend! And thank you for the encouragement. =)
That's heartbreaking about the girl. And sadly, I'm sure she's not the only one. If it weren't for God's rich grace and mercy, that could also be me.
ReplyDeleteBut that's so wonderful about The Torch Keepers! I've never heard of that contest before, but congrats on winning it!! Can't wait to hear more about The Torch Keepers!
Personally, querying is the most daunting right now. I know I can draft. I know I can edit. But emailing strangers and trying to convince them that my book is really good? Hmm...not so easy. :)
Julian, that is so true - only His rich grace and mercy is what saves us! Thank you for the reminder and the encouragement. I'm thankful that God has led me to this place in writing, but there's still a long ways to go. =)
DeleteWow, girl! I've haven't had to query yet, but what a daunting task. Press on, Julian! God will lead you to the right agents and publishers all in His good timing. ♥
CONGRATS ON THE TORCH KEEPERS! I'm so excited for this story, and I loved hearing its origin, even if it is a tragic one.
ReplyDeleteEditing is definitely the most daunting for me.
THANK YOU, ALEA! *big hugs* God sure blessed me with the absolute best writing mentor while creating this book. =)
DeleteCongratulations Hosanna! Completing another novel and winning a contest is amazing itself, but the story behind your story and how God continues to use your writing is even more amazing! I can't wait to hear more about The Torch Keepers in the future. xx
ReplyDeleteEmily, your sweet words simply brightened my day! ♥ You are such an encouragement. I am so thankful for where God is taking me (and you), and how He will lead us forward in this adventure called life!
DeleteThank you for sharing how you got your idea for this book. This sounds so intriguing. I look forward to it's release so I can read it then. :) I just love it when God lays a story upon our hearts and equips us to write and edit it. We serve an amazing God!
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Oh! And congrats on winning the contest. How exciting! I can't wait to see how God uses "The Torch Keepers".
DeleteExactly Bekah, "I just love it when God lays a story upon our hearts and equips us to write and edit it." That is absolutely true! Every story belongs to Him. Isn't it a pleasure that He allows us to be the fingers He writes it through? He is so good. ♥
DeleteI'm so excited for you and this story! Your posts have become so lyrical and full of heart, I'm looking forward to reading one of your longer works. xx
ReplyDeleteThank you, dear Jessica! Writing is certainly an adventure and one that I need a lot of Jesus for. =) I am eager to discover how He works in our lives these upcoming months!
DeleteWow! I think that it is so awesome that you give God the glory for your book! Can't wait to hear more about The Torch Keepers!
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Thank you, Brooklyne, for sharing in my writing excitement! Truly, God deserves all the glory for every endeavor we participate in. I pray that we live in that thankfulness. ♥
DeleteThank you for sharing how you got your idea for this book. You are such an encouragement.
ReplyDeleteI'm thankful that this was encouraging to you! Let's seek to live every moment of life for our Savior.
DeleteWow, Hosanna! This story seems like a step in a new direction. I'd love to hear more about how your heart is processing this new venture. I hear you saying you're awed and thrilled about what the Lord has done and what He will do. Do you ever face any doubts or uncertainty, or has it been all good feelings and ecstasy?
ReplyDeleteYou asked if I've ever given a story completely to God, letting Him write it through my fingers. The short answer is that I'm not sure if I have. The language you used depicts it as a completely enrapturing experience of closeness with God. It reminds me of 2 Peter 1:21 (and the preceding verses) which tell of how Scripture was written. I've prayed over my writing and for my readers. I've dedicated my book to the Lord and I've desired that He would be pleased by it and be pleased to use it for His Kingdom work. But I want to be careful to guard the gap between my writing (regardless of how well it pleases the Lord) and Scripture. What are your thoughts on how to guard that gap faithfully? And in more practical terms, can you explain what you mean by letting God write my book through my fingers?
I look forward to hearing any thoughts that these questions might trigger. <3 I look forward to it, and I'm praying for you as you head to bed soon and I begin a new day.
Hello, dear friend! Thank you for such insightful comments. Your questions challenge me to think deeper, which I appreciate. I'd enjoy talking more on this subject with you. =)
DeleteDo (or did) I face doubts or uncertainties? Yes, there were certainly uncertainties when writing The Torch Keepers. I often cried out desperately for God to give me leading. But in the craziness there was peace because I knew that the project ultimately belonged to Him and was in His hands. Now, as I write book #2, I am discovering more of that doubt. I'm afraid that He won't be there like He was with the first book. I'm afraid I'll mess up somehow, not have enough time, not accomplish it like I want to. Silly fears but yes, they're there. I'm still learning to trust.
Jordy, what I do not want to give is the impression that writing is always this joyful, enrapturing process. Sometimes it's not. But now that the project is finished, I can look back and see how God was faithful even in the hard moments. And, friend, I know God is using your writing in His own perfect plan. I wonder if sometimes faith is shown most when one doesn't feel Him through emotions yet strives to honor Him just the same.
Thank you for pointing out the other comment. My fiction may be "inspired by God," but it is certainly NOT Scripture. As I wrote TTK, I know He inspired the story and the writing process. I went to Him for inspiration. I prayed through the book and dedicated it to Him. And He was always faithful. But no - the book has flaws, mistakes, and it is not Truth, although I hope it contains elements within. Basically, I seek to write books that are dedicated to the Lord, prayed through, and that force me to seek after Him more. THAT'S why this book was so encouraging - it forced me to search out the Scriptures.
Perhaps I failed to be completely open in the post; if so, I hope this shows the real side of writing. TTK was stressful to write at times, but there was a peace there. I know that your books are also very prayerfully written, and it would be a delight to converse more together. Do you think it is wrong to say a non-canonical work is "inspired by God"? Are there ways I failed to mention in which one should give their WIPs to God?
I am praying for you today, sweet friend, and thankful for how your life continually points to Christ. Sleep well in His peace! ♥
Thanks for being patient with me, friend, as I take my time to respond. :)
DeleteI know... no matter what the subject is, the doubts and fears are there. Despite our best reasoning. Despite our efforts to control our emotions with the truths we've learned from God's Word. (At least that's my response to "negative" emotions; I tend to try to rule my heart with my head. Maybe you have a different defence mechanism.) As you face new challenges while writing book #2, I hope you'll take courage in examples of the Lord's faithfulness from the past. I know that this post was encouraging to me. I hope it would offer just as much encouragement to yourself if you read back over it on days when you struggle to feel comforted by the Lord's Sovereignty and timely provision. Isn't that something neat about blogging? It's like putting up stone memorials, like the heroes of the Bible did on numerous occasions to remind themselves (and future generations) of the great works the Lord had done in the past and to gain courage for the present and future.
Hosanna, you said perhaps you failed to be completely open in your post. I hope I didn't cause you to feel regret. That's not at all what I meant! I know that when I write a post, no matter how concise and comprehensive I try to be, I feel like there are so many instances where I could elaborate or clarify or justify... but there's only so much you can put in a post and there are layers and layers more to the experience that inspired it. I guess I just asked a few questions that stumbled into an area that this post didn't cover. Which is fine! You wrote about the Lord's faithfulness to lead you throughout the process of writing TTK, and that's a worthy topic on its own.
And even before reading your post, I'd already been considering the topic of inspiration outside of the Bible (both spoken and written) and how the Lord intends to invite us into His plan and collaborate with us through His Holy Spirit. How does He use our Words? How is that different to the way He used the words of Bible authors? How do we talk about the way He inspires us, differentiating it from the way He inspired the writers of Scripture? I find it such a confusing topic, but I think you offered some great insight. I was especially struck by that one phrase you italicised: "it forced me to search out the Scriptures." For me, there's no feeling more inspiring than when I'm enthralled with the Word of God. It doesn't happen every day. It doesn't happen every week. But everything that involves me in that glorious activity of delighting in and searching out His word - I think it is rightfully said that God uses those things as His instruments, too.
Whether or not it's wrong to say that non-canonical work is inspired by God depends - I think - on how particular we are being about words and their meaning. Because of some experiences I've had and some views that I've been exposed to, I think that if I were to use the word "inspire" about my writing I would take the pains to make the distinction (depending on who I'm talking/writing to). But I *do* know and trust that you revere Scripture.
Well, my friend. I feel like this has been a good iron-sharpening-iron session. I hope you have felt the same way! Our conversations constantly spur me on towards the Lord. Thank you for your diligence in living a life that pleases Him. Have a wonderful day in His presence.
Dear Jordy, I must say the same - thank you for your patience as I took quite a bit of time responding! Reading your thoughts is a blessing to me, and, although I won't respond to them all at this time, you are always a dear encouragement.
DeleteMy brother shared something that I feel fits into this conversation. The reason I treasured the experience of writing The Torch Keepers was because it forced me to search out the Scriptures and lean on God's strength and wisdom. Two days ago, my brother told me that He believes writing (or filmmaking or any task we set out on) should be an avenue that draws us closer to Jesus. If it's not, what's the point? I need to write to find Jesus. I need to do school to find Jesus. I need to read His Word to find Jesus. So often, other things distract us, but discovering more of Him and rejoicing therein is our ultimate purpose. Only then can we truly love others.
So there's a challenge for both of us - to do everything to the glory of God. I want to write to find Him, not to tell my story.
I'll end with something C.S. Lewis said that describes where I want my writing journey to be:
"I never exactly made a book. It's rather like taking dictation. I was given things to say." - C.S. Lewis
May we only write what He dictates us to pen down. ♥
Hosanna, your posts, your writing, your thoughts, they're always so inspired. I've never read a post of yours that hasn't touched me. "The Torch Keepers" sounds remarkable. I can't wait to read it. <3
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Bethany, thank you. A lot. ♥ I'm very thankful that God has inspired you through something I wrote - He is so faithful! Love you, girly!
DeleteLove you too! <3 Thanks for listening to His voice.
DeleteI can't wait until you publish "The Torch Keepers". It is my favorite book now! Great job, and I am so happy that God has let me be your sister. You are so good at writing. God sure has given you a wonderful talent. -Jubilee
ReplyDeleteYou're the sweetest, Jubilee! It was such a blessing to have you as my very first alpha reader for this book, and I can't wait to share the sequel with you, even though you already know the whole story. =) Thank you for all these long nights you stay up with me dreaming about Kadira's story! I love you and am thankful for you too!
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