I grew up living simply. If I was inside, it was to get lost in a book or to finish school as fast as possible so I could go outside. Out of the house, I spent every afternoon in imagination games with my siblings and friends.
In the creeks, we were Indians washing away our tracks to escape from the settlers seeking to capture us. In the woods, we fled from orphanage keepers. Playing tag, exploring unknown lands, we embraced the beauty of life God gave us.
And then we grew up. Addition turned into algebra. Stories turned into essays.
Life became complicated.
But I wonder if it has to be that way.
Maybe you noticed that I skipped posting last week. I haven't done that in months. But life has become overwhelmingly busy at times (college does that), and, yes, I fall short.
It's crept to other areas of life. I can't write my sequel... because I'm busy. I can't savor relationships, go outside to just leisurely enjoy life, take a break to simply love God. Sometimes life is like that.
Ultimately, the problem comes down to our priorities, but there's another issue. Life is complicated. Taking college classes, having online ministries, starting Bible studies at Church, trying to keep up with everything - it's complicated.
So easily, I become burned out, tired, exhausted. And I need to go back.
O Lord, You are the portion of my inheritance and my cup;You maintain my lot.The lines have fallen to me in pleasant places;Yes, I have a good inheritance.
- Psalm 16:5-6
Last week, I did that. I grabbed my 4 year old sister's hand. We imagined that we had an umbrella that could fly, and we flew to the creeks, through brushes, and up a hill. We discovered treasures and put them in our museum.
Another day, we climbed trees. How long was it since I last scrambled up branches, let my skin rub raw, and tottered above the earth, looking down on the ground from a new perspective? When I tried to swing on vines (failing but enjoying the moments) and climb up just one branch higher?
I made dinner for my family. Baking for twelve is time consuming, but I savored the evening and doing something I had missed while working on essays and academic papers.
And so many other moments. Walking through a cave and treasuring the beauty of it. Laughing and talking in silly accents, forgetting that I'm an "adult" and supposed to be mature and serious *cough*. Grabbing a childhood favorite book and losing myself in its pages.
And remembering the simple truths about God too.
Therefore know that the Lord your God, He is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and mercy for a thousand generations with those who love Him and keep His commandments.
- Deuteronomy 7:9
The Bible may seem complicated, but I remembered what is stands for. We were created in the beginning because He loved us (Psalm 139:13-18). Despite our failures, He is our strength (2 Corinthians 12:9), and He proved that by becoming the ultimate sacrifice for our sins. In the end, that love story will be complete when we are in His presence together, united (Revelation 22).
We can get consumed by so much, when it's all supposed to be very simple. Jesus loved us with everything. Why don't we do the same? Why don't we love Him and others radically like that?
Let all that you do be done with love.
- 1 Corinthians 16:14
It's not about trying so hard to overcome our weaknesses. It's about realizing that we have everything we need for life and Godliness, and that's in Jesus (2 Peter 1:3). We seek Him, strive to become like Him, strive to Love like Him.
It's a relationship. He loves me, and I want every part of my life to love Him in return.
I don't think life was meant to be complicated. We can be consumed by so much - being healthy, doing all the right things, keeping up with life, writing that next bestseller - when life was meant to be much simpler.
Jesus.
Living every moment as a worship to Him. Embracing the life He chose to give us.
O my soul, you have said to the Lord,"You are my Lord,My goodness is nothing apart from You."
- Psalm 16:2
And somehow, when I remember that, it's enough for me.
I'll forget and go back to those long college papers, draining afternoons, and busy schedules, but I want to remember that I do all that for Him. To love Him. I complete my assignments to honor Him. I worship Him through ministries, through holding that crying baby, through taking a break to love my sibling.
I might not be able to spend my life in the woods like I did when I was young, but I can go back to that simple joy I had when I loved Him, loved life, and embraced it all with thankfulness.
My friend, live simply. And love simply.
For Jesus.
But Jesus called them to Him and said, "Let the little children come to Me, and do not forbid them; for of such is the kingdom of God. Assuredly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God as a little child will by no means enter it."
- Luke 18:16-17
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Aw wow, I liked this post so much. :) I relate, life gets consuming and confusing, but if we take a step back it's still the same world that used to fascinate us with its beauty and simplicity. Thanks for the reminder to pause and appreciate! I hope you're able to find a balance with everything you have happening at the moment too.
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, I did notice you didn't post last week, but it was good because it gave me another to reread your previous post, and while I didn't get to comment, I appreciated it so much. Speaking truth in our minds is so important, and I needed that post too. Thanks for sharing what God places on your heart, Hosanna. It's always a blessing, and I'm sure you're having eternal impact. xx
Oh Jess, your encouraging words mean so much to me! I feel at times as if God teaches these little lessons over and over again... and every time, I need to hear them. "Be still and know that I am God." He is so good and faithful and true. ♥ But we must pause and remember His truths.
DeleteI love you, friend! Thank you for the encouragement, and keep being the beautiful reflection of His love that you always are! *hugs*
Thank you for sharing this post! <3
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You're so welcome, Brooklyne! ♥
DeleteI was reading Psalm 16 around twenty minutes ago before reading this post! It’s a lovely passage with a message we need to remember. I love how in verse 11 it says “in His presence is the abundance of joy”. I love that. Being in His presence isn’t just a Sunday morning thing, it can be a moment by moment walk with Him.
ReplyDeleteYou’re right, overall the Bible isn’t that complicated. Sure, there are more difficult truths and passages that are hard to comprehend but the main message that shines through doesn’t have to be hard to grasp.
I agree, I think we tend to over complicate life at times. I know I do. (*cough* really indecisive *cough*).
It’s easy to get so caught up in the motions of life that we forget to live in the moments of life.
Great post, Hosanna. Thanks for sharing. <3
Ahh - Sarah! Isn't Psalm 16 simply lovely?! It's been on my heart for weeks after listening to Shane & Shane's song, so I decided to memorize it. In HIS presence is fullness of joy. ♥ Yes, we have a good inheritance.
DeleteI believe that worship should encompass our entire life. Living it out is harder. =) But I desire to come to that place of Love where it becomes everything I do... where He is all that matters.
Thank you for the encouragement, dear friend! You're such a blessing. ♥
this is so very true, such a good point!! <3
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad it blessed you, Paige! ♥ Keep living for Jesus!
DeleteI love this. just simply that. full stop.
ReplyDeleteBe still and know that He is God. ♥ Thank you for the encouragement, Victoria!
DeleteHosanna, dear friend... this was precious and beautiful. It's not a new thought to me that so many distractions would take our mind from savouring simple life and love in the Lord. It's not a new thought, but it's always relevant. Sometimes it's exasperating to think about how it seems like a never-ending battle. As you put it, "I'll forget and go back to those long college papers, draining afternoons, and busy schedules," and I'll do the same. But this is far better than remaining passive and never living and loving simply. Thank you for writing this, Hosanna.
ReplyDeleteYour sweet comment means so much to me Jordy, and I always need these timely reminders! ♥ Christ is always good, and we are always loved. How wonderful it would be to constantly live in that reminder! And I agree, even though we forget and fall short, it's amazing the grace He gives and the beauty of pressing on despite that. I love you, dear friend!
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ReplyDeleteThank you for the kind words, Fillip! I'm so thankful that the posts have been an encouragement to you. And thank you for your website link as well! I hope you continue to seek the Lord and His perfect plans for your life.
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