His fingers turned my chin to look straight into his face. "No honor is greater than being a servant of the King's way, my son."I rubbed at my eyebrow and looked away."It comes with a price. I have sought the Oasis and the King, and I lost much... You too may have loss if you follow the King's ways, but it is always worth the pain."I leaned my chin onto my fist. My forehead grew tight. The words tumbled through my head, but they couldn't seem to connect."Don't forget, Rekém." He leaned forward. "Don't forget the Oasis. There is so much I do not understand, but never forget the Oasis and where our people came from. And my son, when you are confused, go find our roots and remain there. Find the four riverheads that flowed into the Oasis. When you find where the moon-flower grows, you will be there..."A shadow passed over his face. "It's your decision, my son."
- The Torch Keepers // chapter 7
Life can sometimes feel like I'm an artist.
I have a blank canvas, brushes by my fingertips, the bristles eager to jump into paint and spread beauty across the world. My easel is ready, and I unseal the tubes of paint to let them slowly leak onto the table. I fill a jar with water, grab another to hold the brushes, inhale deep.
Sometimes I paint the canvas.
Angles and dabs, squiggles and marks from the fan brush. They combine to form a melody from an orchestra, all those colors and lines and marks making something beautiful beyond myself. Something that takes on meaning. Something that tells a story and makes you smile and creates emotion in your eyes.
Other times, I paint different things.
Like my toddler sister's fingers. She grabs the paint tubes and squeezes. Color everywhere - on her hands and face and bare tummy. Blue on the floor and green on the door handles and in the sink. Little footsteps on the kitchen floor, that half-circle and five little toes.
Or maybe I don't paint anything. Maybe the dreams twine in my mind, and I keep them there, secretly locked up like an attic chest, treasures within.
My days are like that. Some create obvious beauty. Some make colorful, confusing messes. Others feel secretive, waiting.
If my value and purpose as a person was in my art itself, my work, my days, I'd be a miserable failure. But praise God, it isn't. He makes every single day beautiful and purposeful - especially those toddler fingers.
Joy comes, not in the art alone, but in rejoicing in the Artist who fills my heart with dreams to create. He is my root.
I was made to lift up my hands in praise to youI was made to lift up my voice just to worship youWho is like you, Lord God the Almighty, You are holy
Life is a continual praise.
Whoever keeps the fig tree will eat its fruit;So he who waits on his master will be honored.
Thus says the LORD:"Stand in the ways and see,And ask for the old paths, where the good way is,And walk in it;Then you will find rest for your souls..."
I love this! Thank you so much for sharing. ♥
ReplyDeleteAnd . . . is that a new cover on your book?? The color looks different than on the copy I own. 😁
Thank you so much, Ellen! Your support and encouragement means so much! ♥
DeleteAnd that's funny how you mentioned the cover; it's actually just the coloring in the picture, but you win the award for most observant reader of the day! =)
I needed this reminder to look back on my moment of salvation and the times God has answered my prayers and miraculously provided. It's been too long. Thank you. <3
ReplyDeleteYES, girl!! It's so powerful to return to remembrance of how faithful God has been, through acts in our lifetime and centuries before! "Yes and Amen" is a song that reminds me of that--"Faithful You are. Faithful forever You will be." ♥ Praise God!
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